Its been a really difficult stretch over here. Why is waiting SO difficult?? Ugh. Its very hard to be upbeat when I feel inner struggle, yet I don’t want to just pout and sulk, either. Its a pretty maddening inner battle, to be honest. My tolerance is LOW, and my nerves are SHOT. Yet, for how long, we don’t even know, because.
We.
Are.
Just.
Waiting.
I’m really trying. I have hope for a good day today. I will work for a better day than usual today. The kids are home today, but so is Brady. That already helps a lot, to have someone else to parent with me.
The dishes are already done, and laundry does not need to be done today. Woot! The kids are going to have breakfast for supper tonight, so thats easy and already planned. And then the rest of us will have a delicious honey mustard chicken with potato wedges after they go to bed, and we’ll watch Hamilton. The evening already feels like a reward. I can’t wait!
But first, we get through the day, prayerfully, hoping for it to be successful.
Aaaaand as I write this out, the fighting ensues! Woohoo! 🙃 Wish me luck!