Today specifically, I’m feeling a lot of pressure. I’m not sure if its real, or if its in my head, or an unhealthy mix of both, but I’m feeling quite weary this evening. My eyes already ache so I know some of it is fatigue. Anxiety is always worse when you’re tired.
There is still more to do tonight, so I think I will work HARD to get the last things off my plate for the night so I can either hop into bed with a heating pad, or run a bath. Either would suffice.
Don’t get me wrong and think I’m unhappy or unwell. I’m not. There is just a lot looming these days and it’s feeling quite heavy on my back. But we will come through. We always do, by the power of God and absolutely nothing else!