Dekker Thomas starts Kindergarten tomorrow. I almost can’t believe it. My oldest kid is officially starting school! I’m totally blown away by the whole thing. Its not as though I didn’t know it was coming. We’ve known this day was coming for five years now. But the last few weeks have snuck by, and tomorrow is the day. THE. DAY.
I can honestly say that I’m not worried. I am eagerly anticipating his first day. Not because I want to be without him. Not that AT ALL. But because I am so excited to see how he flourishes and grows! He is an incredible boy, and while he is shy and cautious, I am seeing a little leader bud within him. I can’t wait to see his skills be utilized, and for him to learn and gain confidence.
If you asked Dekker how he was feeling about going to school tomorrow, he’d tell you he’s excited. Maybe a little nervous, but mostly excited. His words. He’s feeling pretty relaxed about the whole thing, which is SO much nicer than him being terrified of the changes ahead. I don’t know how he’ll react, for sure, but while I think he may cry and be nervous, I am no longer worried about a big screaming, fearful meltdown. Not too long ago, I would have expected such. He has grown immensely this summer, both in body and mind.
I sure love you, Dekker boy. And I am so, SO PROUD of you!!! Can’t wait to pick you up tomorrow and hear about your first day! Sleep tight, little love.