I spent a lovely morning and afternoon with my dear mama. It was going to just be a morning visit, which would also have been lovely, but I managed to weasel her into staying through lunch, and into the afternoon. Ok, I make myself sound pretty stealthy, but quite likely she knew what I was up to, and was happy to stay 😉 Also, being that she’s a mom, I’m thinking she read her daughter pretty well.
I’ve been having some low days. From finding out the baby had stopped growing, I had a really really hard week. Then, the shock had worn off a little bit, and I felt at least a little bit stronger. Still very sad, but better-ish. The last few days have been weird, and harder than I expected. Little things are setting me off, and I’m feeling sad about the smaller, less important aspects of losing my baby. I’m nervous to get into them on here, because I don’t want people to think I’m petty. I don’t want to think I’m petty, either. But I’m really sad about a lot of things, and it feels different than the initial shock of finding out that our baby wasn’t going to come home with us after all.
As a fun twist on my day, Solly has been teething like a bad monkey, and today especially, he’s been eating really badly. Just uninterested. And I should have picked up on it! Solly cut TWO TEETH!!! I’ve been waiting and watching since he popped that weird top tooth out of order, haha! Today he popped two more on the top, leaving one top middle tooth to go before that’ll all be filled it. Then he’ll have two on the bottom and four on the top. We’re getting there, and I’m SO glad he’s making some progress in the whole teething process!!! Maybe he’ll get some relief soon. Go Solly go!!!