Please forgive me for todays post. I keep wondering if my hormones are nuts or if I am nuts or if I’m just stressed out but man alive, my insides physically ache with failure and disappointment. I know I have yet to lose anything, and I know this is a complete overreaction, but I feel like the workup to today has been absolutely huge. We have worked so unbelievably hard to get ready, and still, after all of that, I have failed to reach my goal. It just eats me up to actually put it out there. Its as though I need today to be over so I can just come to terms with it.
My body hurts, and I’m weeping all over my laptop, which can’t be good. I’m sorry this is all the post you get out of me tonight. Its short and pessimistic, but I have nothing left right now.
Too much workup, too much failure.
Goal suck ass.
Oh you dear little hormonal Momma. So sorry you’re going through this…..you REGULARLY overachieve and don’t see it! Not much you can do other than put the expectations on a shelf for a day or two and give it/you a rest. NOBODY is expecting Superwoman feats except you……..so listen carefully when your hubby/friends/Mom/kids try to slow you down, pat your back, rub your tummy, show you their reality. You ARE amazing and you DO amazing amounts of reaching goals. Remember that your goals have to be in the right priority……..God, husband, kids, rest of family, friends……..actually, ‘house’ comes so low on the list, it’s just maddening, right! (And resting YOU supports all those top goals, remember!) I love you.
I feel your love, and I love you back. It would appear you view me quite a bit higher than I do, but you make a good point about priorities. Perhaps mine aren’t exactly in order. I’m quite disappointed about today, but maybe it’ll be good to just sit tight for a day or two. Things will get done in good time, whether it’s today or in a week 🙂